Black Cinder endless winter, endless cold reality splinters as time unfolds a precognition in a forgotten dream I saw the pattern dissolve and I heard myself scream consumed by fire / consumed by hate / consumed by envy mankind's fate and in the sky I saw black angels / and red fire filled the sky and when we all move towards the end let us live a lie, let us pretend an artificial stasis where we play our games a sinking playground for the deaf and lame in the gulf of deep black space we drift through desolation this sad cinder of a world lies degradation hear the beating heart of the void turn your face to the stars dance to sounds of eons Deny Me we got along / oh so fine sweet separation / sign on the dotted line can't get you out / from my head so obsessed / a living dead you are the reason / that I stay alive still you are the reason / that I wanna die I still grieve / I still cry a moment in life to resist and deny I'm too weak / to be strong everything I knew / turned out to be wrong to be wrong since I'm too weak / to be strong everything I knew / turned out to be wrong to be wrong in this moment I am lost / so heartbroken that's the cost / the cost of my deeds pay the fees / the cost of my deeds Hitting Ground normality / so near a thin wall between me and my fear regression / I'm spiraling down aggression / I'm hitting ground I fight because I've seen / what it all does to me but when my soul wants to feed / I surrender to it's greed I feel the changes inside me / inhaling lies to feel free waiting at the corner for black meat / an awkward stranger in the blazing heat I found myself out of my mind / and I left my caged life behind now I wander aimlessly / this is not what I call to be free lost the race / dirt in my face blood and filth / a big disgrace open the door / let me in crash on your floor I wear thin / I wear thin Stroke smash some keys randomly normality, insanity sum it up / humanity empty landscapes deceive scratch the soil and you'll see / a rotting past never meant to be rise in a world of dust / in the wind you die walls are crumbling / close your eyes write a message on the wall / a memory left in stone acidic tasting rain / wash it all away suicidal genocide / geocide suicide / green / flickering... it's a green world naked in the streets / shard of genetic debris decaying / wash it all away shard, genetic debris / wash it all away naked Incision I feel so weak / long lasting fight this mental disease / a parasite can words heal my condition suicide the wrong decision there's something gaining strength from me distorting my reality there's something going on inside of me there's a life I cannot choose / there's a place I cannot reach close the doors, turn off the light / close your eyes and shut them tight I feel so weak / long lasting fight this mental disease / a parasite close the door / turn off the light close your eyes and shut them tight With One Voice we fill the world with arctic noise a thousand men with one voice the fading light, the steady beat soon it's night and we'll live again we hear the chime from a distant bell a metallic sound, caught in its spell all march to its call we stand in front of it / we hail and follow it side by side / we stand side by side side by side / we die side by side in this barren wasteland / a tower stands it beacons us / guiding thus the world revolves / around its structure the changing pattern / a filigree of light and sound a pulse of colour / a disc of light filled with sorrow / mixed with delight spiraling / listening / sensing empty handed / so well defended but we tore it down / we tore it down black as night / cold as steel merciless surface / more than real not a single mark / not a single scratch we raise our fists Shine the scorching heat / the devastation blazing sun / annihilation we reach out / blind with love a man in its core / silicon based great cities / coboloid race transformations / configurations shine little star twinkle twinkle I know who you are an entropy war at the end of time a last convulsion, millennium chime in the background we fade away a slow waltz into radiation time stops, inverted creations spiralling down like burning leaves shine little star twinkle twinkle I know who you are shine little star they will do it again Hand To Mouth too much education / too much information I wander aimlessly / the future hid itself got no money / got no hope there's no consolation / in music, sex or dope sex and dope I still dream / I still hope visions of the future they give no hope I still bleed / I still burn visions of the future they give no hope my fingers bleed / my eyes are sore this wretched soul / rotten to the core do I want it all / can I take it all I need a break / it's too late I rather live / from hand to mouth than be a slave / there's no more doubt frustration / determination I will succeed / hunger feeds my need choose art before greed Hey Mister I caught a glimpse of your skin in the swimming pool you swam in I caught a glimpse of your skin hey mister, do you have a cigarette you got to run / you got to hide when I smile / you know you got to run strung out / head inside out I feel the world giving in / I felt a world within I felt beside between outside, inside I was inside a sin I touch forbidden skin / I touch your forbidden skin I feel a void within / when I touch your skin Lies Told I was tired of being perfect to understand you have to scratch the surface I know I'm not the best of men I understand your pain and why you ran lies told straight to my face lies told straight to my face lies told straight to my face I don't believe a word what she says I stopped using it when you came along now I'm abusing it though I know it's wrong turned into this clicheé, why do I have to burn why can't I settle down, take it easy, but I never learn I found myself on the bottom of a black pit they say time will heal, they are full of shit I can say that time hasn't healed a thing 'cause if that was the case I would feel like a fucking king Plaything can I get even higher / can I put out the fire can I extinguish it all / the fire in my soul a plaything for the night / discarded, used all right nothing more than that a wind up toy will break / forced entry its spring will break you wind my key again / a notch from insane my coiled spring inside / takes me for a ride how long will it take / before I will break I will break you wind the key / you turned the knife I'm just debris / a broken life a sorry fuck / who took his chance I pressed my luck last spasmic dance